“maybe, the best things, the richest things aren’t supposed to come easily, and sometimes the moments that make the most sense happen when everything else doesnt”
most of the time i just wish i wasn’t me. i wish i had better friends. i wish i had a better body. better grades. better attitude. better life. i wish i didn’t cry so much. really i just wish that i didn’t have reasons to cry. i wish i was happy. too bad my wishes never come true.
No? Well that’s cause I don’t. This fucking blows.
And I have to spend fro 2-12 on the train. Boo. But at least by 12 I’ll be back home for the rest of the summer. So I guess I’ll just have to suck it up and then sleep on the train. :(
I CANT WAIT FOR HOCKEY SEASON TO START AGAIN!
So at the place I work at, you aren’t allowed to work 7 days in a row, you have to take a day off. When I put my name on the schedule I didn’t know about that rule and honestly I don’t really care. I have a job because I need the money and since the hours here are terrible, I’m going to work everyday and every shift to make as much money as I can. In a five week period I took 1 day off because it was my 20th birthday. I really don’t care, they haven’t said anything to me yet and I’m not the only one who has done it. So yeah. That’s my rant about working too much.
I really dislike when my co-workers get promoted to student managers. Especially two specific people. They always seem to think they have this power over all of us when they definitely don’t. Since it’s summer, there are no student managers on the schedule and they are regular employees just like the rest of us. Don’t you dare try to bitch someone out because they don’t wanna switch with you. You signed up for that shift so you better work it. Don’t tell someone to move and threaten them if they don’t want to. And how dare you have a meeting yelling at us about taking food and eating on the clock when YOU are doing it more than anyone else is. You totally disgust me and you are the most unprofessional managers I have ever met. When no one respects you this year as a manager, don’t be surprised. So really you should just shut the f*** up and just do your job like everyone else.
GAHH I hate packing!!!
I just wanna like magically snap my fingers and have my apartment pack itself up.
I’m moving out in less than a week and its barely packed. Not ok.
ALSO, i cannot find the remote!!!!
So I’m sitting at work on my break. I decided to stay in the ac instead of sitting outside. I’ve been watching NCIS and all the guys I work with are watching Maury on the other tv. They keep jumping and yelling and I think it’s hystrical that they are getting way too into who’s the daddy.
Also, I found a program to use tumblr on my phone so I have no more excuses not to post!
xoxo
Good Morning Tumblrs!
It’s sooooo beautiful outside. Too bad I have to spend most of the day inside at work. Boo. But hopefully during my 2 hour break I can sit outside in the field and get some color and enjoy the sun.
Have a wonderful day!
xoxo
i went on a nature walk the other day and took pictures.
also, i walk to work a lot and this week i’ve seen 5 deer, 3 muskrats, a bunch of groundhogs, way to many geese, and a turtle. (although i’m pretty sure the turtle was dead)
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so i kind of abandoned tumblr and haven’t posted in almost 2 months! i got busy with work and such and haven’t really had the motivation to post. I’m going to try to post more often now.
i really ready to go back home! i miss my friends and i want summer. i know its DEFINITELY summer weather, but since all i’ve been doing is working and packing and all of my friends have left, i’ve just been super lonely and am ready to be back with my friends.
also, i need to get some color. i think tomorrow on my break from work, i’m going to sit outside in the field in the sun and read some more of my book (that i have also abandoned.)
talk soon.
xoxo